Being betrayed is a very unpleasant feeling, especially if it's by your love ones

The feeling of being deceived, completely betrayed by someone so close to your clueless heart.

You tell them everything, all the emotions and ideas in your heart, and well, they dont tell you theirs.

And that leads to the big mistake.

The big mistake Im still regretting right now. That is losing trust, and never gaining that trust back again because they carved in a big hole in your soft heart that will never heal.

When that person spits out every little secret out to someone, and you sit there witnessing it happen, but not saying a word.

Thinking to yourself how good of a person you are to not play that mindless sick game with someone with such a heartless, truthful heart.

But still taking back those guilty desires to ruin their lives back... It's amazing how fast your loved one  can turn into your mutual enemy in a matter of seconds.

You can try and pray but people will always betray, you can lay down and beg and plead they will just make you bleed.